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After yesterday’s daily render, I decided I didn’t want to do another last-minute, slapped-together, open-an-old-scene-file-and-barely-change-it daily render like that one—like so many have been.

Is this all I’m doing now? No, I should take a break.

I haven’t been doing comics, because I haven’t been writing. I haven’t kept my deviantART subgalleries organized, which makes that side of things even more a mess. I probably need to fix tags on other sites, too. I need to actually work on that stuff, not just slap up a new(ish) image every day.

And if I don’t, well, maybe that’s because I don’t care. After a while, the daily renders burned me out, I think—if I ever cared.

Doing the daily renders wasn’t a mistake. But I feel like it was a mistake continuing to do them after I said I was walking away from them.

For quite a while, I thought “this” was what I wanted to do. But what is “this”?

Is it a webcomic? Because right now, I really don’t feel like I can do a webcomic, and I kind of don’t believe I want to do.

Is it just these little renders? No one cares, Nia, not even you. You’re tired of it, and barely trying, and that’s been the case for a while.

I am tired. I’m tired of working in a medium which receives an endless amount of contempt. I’m tired of feeling foolish when I call myself an artist. I’m tired of having an output driven more by my general laziness and distraction from it.

I don’t know. Taking a long break sounds good.

Or, you know, I could take this post I just reblogged on Tumblr  to heart.

Sure.We're...rebuilding? by niauropsaka

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In the spring of 2012, I tried to start a webcomic. I haven't been keeping it up as well as I should.

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Don't expect my work on other sites to be generally sfw.


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Gamemeister22 Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Checked out your Gallery, and I just want to say great job, keep up the great work! Clap 
Justown Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the Fave :D
Gamemeister22 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're very talented!Clap 
cyanspyder Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015
Thank you for the fave.

All the best, however you decide to proceed with your art
MadWlad Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for :+fav::meow: .. have a nice weekend :heart:!
Gamemeister22 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awesome Works of Art!Star! Star! Star! Star! Star! 
kelkor Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi. I would like to thank you for adding '1921 Citroen 5HP small' to your collection. I'm glad you like it.
tsukiko-kiyomidzu Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
thank you for the fav and watch! I appreciate it )) 
Padoodle Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you for the fav!!!! 
sags Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2015
Pleased you like my Aunty !!


Brian :)
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